Chapter 480 - 481: The Deepest Love, The Best You 4
She clutched her chest, tears like strings of pearls, dripping one by one onto the back of Liang Shaochen’s hand.
Cold tears, each drop tightening Liang Shaochen’s brows slightly.
Xia Xiaonuan didn’t notice his change, continuing hoarsely to speak.
"I thought, even if it meant death, I would stay with you. But... I didn’t expect that everything was designed by Nangong Yaoling, he just wanted to completely sever our relationship.
He succeeded.
When I discovered there were no bullets in the gun, when I saw your gaze at me turn cold and distant in an instant, I knew that something between us had completely shattered.
I was utterly desperate.
A lot happened afterwards.
Until Jiang Xue appeared, I saw hope, light, and many beautiful things in your eyes.
You believed she was "Qiqi", happily introducing her to me and Nangong Yaoling.
In the KTV private room, to test Jiang Xue, I sang the song you taught me, "Bras Toys".
Sure enough, she didn’t know how to sing it, she said she had amnesia.
What a good reason, it could perfectly cover up the lie.
You asked who taught me that song, I knew then, you began to suspect.
But... I didn’t dare tell you my identity.
I couldn’t let you fall out with Nangong Yaoling because of me, couldn’t let you two brothers kill each other.
I couldn’t let my personal desires destroy your life.
Later, Jiang Xue asked me to meet, told me she wanted to be with Nangong Yaoling; I warned her not to harm you.
She completely changed her face, turns out, she really had ulterior motives.
We argued in the cafe, then you appeared.
You pushed me down, I held onto you, begging you to believe me, telling you she wasn’t what you thought.
But, how could you believe me? Yes, who would believe me?
Your eyes showed disgust and resentment.
I watched you leave with Qiqi, heartbroken.
Our relationship became increasingly strained because of Jiang Xue’s appearance.
Your trust in me turned completely into disgust, as if you didn’t even want to say a word to me.
I never dreamed things would turn out this way; that we would end up like this...
I have always feared Jiang Xue would hurt you, but in the end, what I worried about still happened.
Xia Xiaonuan reached out, grabbing Liang Shaochen’s hand.
"Nan Mo... I’m sorry... I didn’t protect you well, it’s all my fault. Maybe today at the mall, I shouldn’t have said those words.
I once thought, as long as you are happy, as long as you are happy with Jiang Xue, even if we never meet again in our lives, I would be willing..."
Xia Xiaonuan placed his hand on her face.
The man’s large palm, stained with her tears and his sweat, gently resting on her cheek.
She closed her eyes slightly.
"Nan Mo... I don’t ask you to know who I am, I don’t ask if we can be together. I only want you to wake up well and safely, and I will be satisfied..."
Xia Xiaonuan whispered.
At that moment, a female nurse’s voice sounded at the door.
"Miss... Visiting hours are over, the patient needs to rest..."
Xia Xiaonuan awoke from her daze.
Looking at the soundly sleeping, clean and handsome man, she suddenly realized that she had said too much today.
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