Lu Feng continued holding Jiang Yuyan while crying till he made sure it was not a dream; she was with him and he could actually save her. Jiang Yuyan fell unconscious, and it scared Lu Feng.
Jiang Yang went to them and checked her pulse. Once Jiang Yang made sure she was fine, Lu Feng gave out a sigh of relief. Till then the hospital staff arrived and took her back to her room on the stretcher and Jiang Yang followed them.
Lu Feng stayed back and Jiang Yang didn’t ask him to come with him, as he knew Lu Feng needed time alone.
Once they left, Lu Feng sat near the parapet wall with his back resting to it and cried out loud. He lost Lu Qiang and if he had lost her too, then he wouldn’t be able to forgive himself.
Only if, he could have saved Lu Qiang, all this disaster wouldn’t be happening in his happy family for which he sacrificed so many things. He wanted his family to be happy always, but after Lu Qiang’s death; it looked impossible to do so.
Lu Feng didn’t move from there for an hour and continued sitting there. When he went back, Jiang Yang was instructing something to the nurses and asked the guards to be nearby always.
Lu Feng looked inside the room to check on Jiang Yuyan, who was sleeping soundly and went to her. Jiang Yang preferred to let him go alone and stayed outside of the room. Lu Feng sat in the chair beside Jiang Yuyan’s bed, his eyes staring at her were turned red and swollen because of the continuous crying.
Holding her hand in his hands and resting his forehead on it, he sat quietly.
\"I am sorry, Yuyan.\" The silent words came out from him.
He didn’t know, but hearing him, Jiang Yuyan opened her eyes. She was looking at Lu Feng who was crying holding her hand but she said nothing and stayed silent.
\"Lu Lijun is already in bad condition as if he doesn’t want to live and now you too are trying to give up on your life. How am I going to survive with the blame of so many lives on me?\" Lu Feng spoke again, not knowing Jiang Yuyan could hear him.
\"W-What happened to Lu Lijun?\" she asked and Lu Feng looked at her surprisingly. He didn’t wish her to hear it, as it will make her worried for Lu Lijun when she herself was struggling.
Thinking about Lu Lijun, she suddenly realized she almost forgot about how Lu Lijun must be and how he must be coping with the sudden disaster in his life.
\"I want to see him,\" Jiang Yuyan said.
Letting go of her hand, Lu Feng assured her, \"He is fine,\" but Jiang Yuyan didn’t believe him.
\"He must be in a bad condition. I know. Take me to him, now,\" Jiang Yuyan order, feeling worried about the little guy.
She couldn’t imagine how that little iceberg must have shattered into pieces with the news and all she wanted was to go to him.
Hearing her, Jiang Yang came inside and said, \"It’s late night. We will take you home tomorrow.\"
\"Yuyan, sleep now if you want to go to Lu Lijun, tomorrow,\" Jiang Yang commanded and she obeyed by closing her eyes.
Jiang Yang instructed the two nurses not to leave the room at any cost. One of them should be there, always.
Once they came out, Lu Feng asked, \"Why did you say, you will take her home and.....\"
Jiang Yang interrupted Lu Feng and explained, \"She is fine to go back home now. Also, I agreed to it because since she woke up, it was the first time in these ten days, she talked about something else other than Lu Qiang and didn’t cry. Lu Lijun is the way to divert her attention to something else and give her something to do in her life.\"
\"Will it work?\" Lu Feng asked again.
\"Lu Lijun is what Lu Qiang left for her and she will take his responsibility. As much as she needs him, I guess Lu Lijun will need her too as both are going through similar pain. They can be each other’s saviors and shelters.\"
Lu Feng agreed to what Jiang Yang suggested as it made sense. Moreover, there was no other way he could think about to help them both.
The next day, they brought Jiang Yuyan home. Whenever other family members visited her in the hospital during these days, she was either sleeping or crying. Even if she was normal, she never talked to anyone as she could only think of Lu Qiang and there was only one thing in her mind and that was to follow Lu Qiang.
Everyone decided to not talk about anything that might make her cry and silently welcomed her. They were aware of what she tried to do the previous night and it already scared them to not do anything to make her do it again. Jiang Yuyan’s parents came there too.
Ning Jiahui went to give her hand to go to her room which was shifted to the first floor in Lu Lian’s room as they didn’t want her to go to her room which might remind her about Lu Qiang while Lu Lian shifted into Lu Bao’s room.
\"Where is Lu Lijun?\" Everyone heard her asking when they expected her to cry over what happened but she didn’t. This surprised everyone.
\"He is in his room,\" Ning Jiahui replied and nodding a little, Jiang Yuyan left to go to Lu Lijun’s room leaving everyone surprised.
\"Is she alright?\" elder Lu asked, feeling worried about Jiang Yuyan. For him, it would have been okay if she had cried, but her such behavior worried him.
\"She is not fine grandpa but to not make her repeat what she did last night, we have to divert her attention and there is only one solution, Lu Lijun, so let her do what she feels right,\" Jiang Yang replied.
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