Chapter 9: Muted
Kai forgot he was live.
Not in the literal sense. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he still knew there were nearly a hundred thousand people watching, still knew chat was exploding, still knew Derek’s donations were stacking like a countdown to something he didn’t understand.
But none of that felt real anymore.
What felt real was Luna’s voice in his headphones.
Soft rain outside. The faint hum of his monitors. The quiet, steady breathing on the other end of the call that made the entire room feel smaller than it actually was.
And that sentence she had said without hesitation.
"That’s really sad, Kai."
He let out a short laugh, more out of instinct than humor. "Damn. You really know how to just... hit someone directly in the chest, huh?"
"I wasn’t trying to," Luna replied.
"That somehow makes it worse."
Chat was moving impossibly fast again, but Kai barely glanced at it. The messages blurred together into noise, the way they always did when something important was happening in front of him that the internet couldn’t properly categorize yet.
Most people online filled silence with jokes.
Luna didn’t.
That was the problem.
That was also the reason he couldn’t look away.
"You know," Kai said after a moment, leaning back in his chair, "most people just tell me to fix my life. Or log off. Or sleep more like it’s some kind of easy button."
"That sounds lonely," Luna said.
Kai hesitated.
It wasn’t the statement itself. It was how easily she said it. Like she wasn’t performing empathy, just noticing something obvious that nobody else bothered to say out loud.
"Yeah," he admitted quietly. "It kind of is."
A pause stretched between them. Not awkward, just heavy in a way that didn’t feel like it belonged on a livestream.
Then Derek donated again.
RealDerekVoss donated $25,000:
Notice how she avoids basic questions?
Kai exhaled sharply through his nose.
Of course he did.
The mood in chat shifted instantly. Not fully hostile, but sharper. People started picking sides again, analyzing instead of reacting, turning everything into patterns and suspicion.
Kai rubbed the back of his neck. "This guy is actually unbearable."
"You don’t have to defend me," Luna said softly.
"I know," Kai replied automatically.
But the truth came a second later, slower.
"...I just don’t like people talking about you like that."
That made him pause.
Even saying it out loud felt like stepping too far into something he didn’t fully understand.
Luna didn’t respond immediately.
When she did, her voice was quieter. "You barely know me."
Kai let out a small, humorless laugh. "Yeah. That’s the part that’s starting to confuse me too."
For a moment, there was only the sound of rain and distant keyboard noise from chat.
Then Luna laughed softly.
Not performative. Not confident.
Just a small, real sound that slipped through before she could stop it.
And somehow that did more damage than anything Derek had said all night.
Because Kai felt it land in his chest immediately.
Like a reflex.
Like something he wasn’t supposed to notice.
Luna’s next donation popped up in pink.
LunaLove donated $1:
You defended me for one dollar less than Derek ♡
Kai actually choked on a laugh.
"No. No way you just did that."
Chat detonated instantly.
They didn’t even know what to do with it anymore.
It wasn’t fear now.
It wasn’t romance either.
It was something in between that nobody had a name for, so they turned it into jokes.
Kai leaned forward, rubbing his face. "I genuinely hate all of you."
Luna laughed again through the headset.
And this time, chat caught it clearly.
That changed everything.
The reaction was immediate. Clips. Messages. Spam. The sound alone got dissected in real time like it was evidence of something larger.
She sounds normal.
She sounds real.
She sounds like she’s right there.
Kai noticed it too, distantly.
The voice everyone expected to be wrong wasn’t wrong.
It was just... a person.
And that made the situation worse, not better.
Derek donated again.
RealDerekVoss donated $50,000:
Then let her answer one question honestly.
The stream froze again.
Even chat slowed down like they were waiting for something to break.
𝒻𝑟𝘦𝘦𝘸ℯ𝒷𝑛𝘰𝓋ℯ𝘭.𝘤𝘰𝘮
Kai frowned slightly. "This is getting out of hand."
"Ask it," Luna said quietly.
Kai turned slightly in his chair. "You don’t have to agree to anything he says."
"I know," she replied.
But her voice had changed slightly. Less playful now. More contained.
Derek’s next message appeared immediately.
Have you ever tracked someone before Kai? Yes or no.
The entire room felt like it tightened.
Kai didn’t speak right away.
He could feel chat waiting for the collapse, waiting for the moment everything turned into either proof or denial, waiting for the story to resolve itself into something easy.
But it didn’t feel easy.
It felt like a line being crossed.
Luna exhaled softly through the headset.
And then she answered.
"...Yes."
Everything stopped.
Not literally.
But emotionally, the stream broke in half.
Kai stared at the screen without blinking for a second.
He wasn’t shocked exactly.
More like something he had been avoiding thinking about finally settled into place.
Derek donated instantly.
RealDerekVoss donated $75,000:
And there it is.
Chat exploded again, but it felt different now. Less playful. Less chaotic. More like a crowd realizing they were standing too close to something real.
Kai swallowed.
"Tracked who?"
Silence.
Long enough that even the chat started to slow again.
Then Luna spoke.
"...People who hurt someone I cared about."
That answer should’ve made it worse.
It didn’t.
If anything, it made something in Kai settle in a way he didn’t like.
Because it wasn’t random.
It wasn’t playful obsession.
It was direction.
Derek donated again immediately.
RealDerekVoss donated $100,000:
Kai. Run.
The chat went almost completely still after that.
Even the noise seemed to hesitate.
Kai didn’t move.
He looked at the donation.
Then at Discord.
Luna hadn’t said anything else.
Just quiet breathing on the other end of the call.
For the first time all night, she didn’t sound in control of anything.
She sounded... unsure.
And that was the moment Kai realized the worst part of all of this wasn’t Derek.
It wasn’t chat.
It wasn’t even the money.
It was the fact that both of them were starting to feel like they were standing on the same edge.