Chapter 505: The Cost Of War
(Outside Charles’s Cabin, The Juxta Military Base)
The air outside Charles’s cabin was crisp and cold, the kind that bit into Leo’s skin just enough to remind him that the world was still alive beneath the disciplined metal husk of the Juxta military facility.
*Flick*
As per his habit, Charles lit a cigarette with a flick of his mana-coated finger, shielding the flame from the wind with the cup of his hand before taking a long, slow drag.
*Fshhh—*
He exhaled with practiced calm, the smoke curling upward as if tracing ghosts into the air.
For the first two minutes, neither of them spoke.
Leo didn’t interrupt. He knew Charles enough by now to recognize the weight of his silence when it wasn’t empty.
It wasn’t that Charles was actively trying to avoid conversation, but that he was choosing the right words. Weighing them like a butcher with blood on his hands deciding which knife to use.
After thinking a lot, he finally broke the silence.
“Boy,” he said, the gravel in his voice rougher than usual as he glanced sideways at Leo. “If there’s one thing you must understand about war…”
He stopped walking for half a second, only to take another puff, then blew the smoke out through his nostrils.
“…it’s that there is no mercy in war.”
At face value, it sounded like a generic veteran’s quote. The kind they printed in war journals or engraved on the walls of forgotten barracks. But the tone in Charles’s voice was anything but hollow. It was sharp. Personal. As if he was peeling back a layer of skin he rarely let anyone see.
Leo looked over but stayed quiet, sensing there was more coming.
“The part they don’t teach you about war in textbooks or video simulations,” Charles continued, “is that the most painful truth in battle is knowing that the other side isn’t evil.”
He paused again, flicking the ash off his cigarette and watching it vanish into the breeze.
“You can dress your troops in black, paint the enemy in red, write all the propaganda you want, but in the end… they’re just people.”
His voice dipped, and the smoke from his cigarette lingered between them like a fog that refused to drift.
“Mothers, fathers, daughters, brothers. People with kids waiting for them at home. People who were laughing at the dinner table two nights ago, same as your men. You tell yourself they’re monsters so it’s easier to slit their throat. But they’re not. They’re just humans… fighting for the same reasons your side is. Because someone told them they had to.”
Leo felt something shift in the air around them. It wasn’t cold. It was just heavier.
Charles resumed walking.
“Let me paint you a picture,” he said. “You land on a planet. Disable their air defenses. Push their soldiers back from the open grounds into an urban city. And then the real hell begins… in the form of city warfare.”
He spat to the side.
“You think it’s over because their army broke formation. But then a mother with an infant slings a hand grenade from a third-floor window and kills two of your men. You think your men are safe walking past an alley, and a legless beggar rolls out of nowhere with a mana bomb strapped under his board…..
You start losing soldiers. Not in clean firefights, not in duels. But in surprise attacks. Guerilla hits. Street executions.”
He took another drag, his voice steady, but something behind his eyes had gone distant. Clouded.
“That’s when you have to make decisions, boy. Real ones. Not the kind where you worry about honor or titles. The kind where you decide what rules to break and what lines to erase.”
He looked directly at Leo again.
“You tell your men that anything moving is a target. Anything breaking the curfew is a threat. Because if you don’t, the ones who die will be your brothers. Your subordinates. Your responsibility.”
Leo’s brow tightened, the weight of the words slowly wrapping around his chest like iron wire.
Charles exhaled again, this time slower, and said nothing for a few steps. Then his voice returned, quieter, almost hollow.
“But that’s not even the worst part.”
He tapped the side of his temple.
“The worst part as a military leader isn’t fighting in a war….. The worst part is convincing your underlings that what they did… wasn’t evil.”
He looked out into the empty space ahead, watching the buildings pass in silence.
“Because if your soldiers believe they’re monsters… they will become monsters. That’s how it works. That’s how you break men. And once they break, they don’t come back.”
Leo inhaled deeply, trying to steady the churn inside his stomach.
“So you feed them a story,” Charles said, “one that tells them it was for a cause. One that tells them the old woman on the corner wasn’t innocent. That the man with no legs was a hidden threat. That they were protecting something greater. That it was necessary.”
He finally stopped walking altogether and turned to face Leo fully.
“The most important part of any war is not the strategy or the soldiers or the weapons. It’s the narrative. The one they believe in. The one they kill for. The one they survive for.”
Charles’s voice cracked slightly, just once, before he caught it again.
“Because war… It makes monsters out of men. And if you don’t control the story, then someone else will. And that story might not be one your army can live with.”
Leo stood still, the breeze ruffling the ends of his cloak, the words settling like dust into every corner of his thoughts.
Charles looked at him now with something new in his gaze. Not anger. Not authority. But fear. Real, tangible fear.
“Regardless of how shitty your battle tactics might turn out to be, boy… don’t be a shitty Shadow Dragon.”
He stepped in closer, lowering his voice just slightly.
“Inside the Cult, the Dragon is the narrative!
There is no greater glory than to follow the Dragon into war.
So If Veyr cannot carry that emotional weight… if Veyr cannot be the moral compass that lightens the burden of the men… then it has to be you.”
He let that sit for a breath.
“You understand?”
Leo gave a slow nod.
And though he said nothing back, a storm of thoughts circled behind his eyes.
Because he did understand.
More than Charles probably realized.
And yet, for the first time in a long while, Leo found himself unsure of whether he could carry what was being asked of him.
Not the mission.
Not the plan.
But the men.
Their pain. Their guilt. Their sins.
The story he would have to tell them.
And worse—
The one he would have to tell himself.
For although he was a killer.
A stone cold bastard who did not bat an eye after killing an innocent ship operator, when he wanted to commandeer a ship for his own reasons.
What he wasn’t was a mass murderer. The killer of innocent women, children and cripples.
For even for him….. that sin seemed to be too low.