Chapter 495 - 496: The Tormenting Flavor of Longing
She had never seen such a look in his eyes, filled with sorrow and despair, yet with unwavering determination. Perhaps it was because of this that such words silently engraved themselves into her heart, and many years later, every time she remembered them, she felt a pang in her heart.
She remained silent, letting him ravage her, Nangong Yaoling showed no mercy, only venting his accumulated anger.
Xia Xiaonuan curled up in the corner, Nangong Yaoling dressed himself and looked at her coldly.
He lifted her chin and mockingly said, "The taste is really good, seems like I didn’t lose too much..." Then he turned and left.
Xia Xiaonuan sat on the ground, putting on her clothes one by one.
The servants must be outside, she actually got... by Nangong Yaoling right here...
She felt ashamed and angry, but mostly helpless.
She had angered him; originally, she should have left directly. It was because of last night’s incident at the hospital with Shaochen, her emotional breakdown led him to treat her so wildly now.
She regretted it, she shouldn’t have said those words; but... now nothing could change it.
Nan Mo lost his memory, he doesn’t remember her anymore. Not her good, nor her bad.
She hugged her knees, unsure if she should feel happy or sad.
Could it be that the story of Qiqi and Nan Mo ended this way?
If Liang Shaochen really forgot her, she would probably keep this secret buried in her heart forever. But, maybe that’s better.
Thinking of this, she suddenly felt a sense of relief.
As long as Nan Mo lives safely in this world, he won’t be sad or hurt because of her.
Then, she would try her best to forget the past completely.
But, can she really forget?
She didn’t know, but she was willing to try, maybe all of this was Heaven’s arrangement, perhaps Heaven wanted to give her and Nan Mo a new beginning!
Xia Xiaonuan thought with a bitter smile.
...
A week later, Liang Shaochen’s complexion gradually improved.
He could sit up for a while every day.
Nangong Zhongli came to the hospital every day to see him, but Liang Shaochen seemed quite indifferent to her.
"Nangong Zhongli..."
Nangong Zhongli came back to her senses.
"Last time... I saw that Xia Xiaonuan at the hospital, where did she go?" Liang Shaochen asked.
Nangong Zhongli frowned.
"She’s probably busy filming recently, so she hasn’t had time to see you."
Liang Shaochen nodded.
Nangong Zhongli placed the homemade porridge in front of Liang Shaochen.
Unable to resist asking sourly, "You... seem to care quite a lot about Xiaonuan?"
Liang Shaochen smiled, "Isn’t she already married?"
Nangong Zhongli also smiled, suddenly feeling her jealousy was somewhat unreasonable. But recently, he had asked about Xia Xiaonuan for the third time!
She really didn’t understand how he suddenly changed after losing his memory.
Last time they met, he seemed to dislike Xia Xiaonuan a lot.
But it’s good this way, if they could get along peacefully, she would be happy too.
Liang Shaochen drank the porridge but felt it had no taste at all. Every time he tried to control himself not to ask about Xia Xiaonuan, but in the end, he couldn’t help but mention her.
He worried about her, but... he could only lie in the hospital.
Liang Shaochen felt a sense of emptiness in his heart, realizing that the pain of longing was more torturous than any illness.