Chapter 827: I Really Like You
"Ling Yue! Did you hear me? I don’t love you, I don’t love you! Isn’t it just my beauty you like? There are plenty of beauties in the world, take your time to find one! Go on, go back!" She didn’t know why, but at this moment, she suddenly felt so anxious, nearly going mad with urgency.
She didn’t know if it was because she was about to die and didn’t want to owe anyone any favors anymore.
You see, all her life, she owed others, she didn’t even think about repaying them, and ten lifetimes wouldn’t be enough to atone for her sins. That’s why she chose to jump, to die as cleanly and completely as possible, for her spirit to be annihilated, with no afterlife. Wasn’t that wonderful? All her sorrows would be truly over, completely over.
She wouldn’t have to worry about encountering her father in the underworld and how she would explain herself if she did.
Such a straightforward way to die.
She really owed too many favors to people, she owed her father’s love, owed Xia Qingcheng’s life-saving grace, she even owed Su Yu too much maternal love, she even shamelessly wanted to harm a child, she was indeed a lunatic, she owed too much, too much.
She couldn’t repay it, and she never thought of repaying it.
But this last time, she had become so bad, couldn’t he see it? Why did he follow her and jump, it would really lead to death!
After decades of marriage, even without love, she didn’t want to see him die for her!
She really, not at all, wanted to see or know someone died for her!
Was it worth it? There was no need to ask, it wasn’t worth it.
Really, not worth it at all.
Xia Ji’s eyes were sore, she had never shed tears before, she didn’t know if it was the wind cutting to the bone, or her urgency, but tears slid down her eyes, one by one, as she kept shouting, "Let me go!"
"I can’t let go."
Ling Yue tried harder to hold her tighter, pressing his face against hers, as close as he could, so she could clearly hear him when he spoke.
He was very glad, this abyss was deep enough, and he still had the chance, in his last moments, to say a few heartfelt words to her, he thought, at this moment, she must be able to listen.
In the past, it wasn’t that he didn’t want to say it, but he knew in his heart, no matter what he said, she wouldn’t care, she might even leave him, so he couldn’t say anything.
But now was just right, finally, he had the chance, he could earnestly say what he always wanted to tell her.
He didn’t know if there was enough time for him to finish, he knew he couldn’t waste any more time.
"Xia’er, I like you, I really like you."
"At first, I liked you, pursued you, married you as my wife, indeed because of your beauty, I like beauties, and you are the most beautiful I’ve ever seen."
"Even if I knew your mind wasn’t that pure and kind, you even did many atrocious, unforgivable things, I knew all of this, you’d never concealed your nature, and I never cared about those."
"What I like is just you, no matter what you’ve done, what you will do, you are forever the most beautiful Xia’er in my heart."
"I’ve realized that I not only like you, but I also love you deeply, no matter what happens, no matter where we go, life or death, I just want to be with you, never to be apart."
"Whether you’re good or bad, I don’t care, never have, Xia’er, meeting you, I’m very happy."