Chapter 529 - 530: I Don’t Like You, But I Love You
He was still kissing her, a wild thought was dominating him, controlling him, and he really couldn’t free himself.
But suddenly, a small hand fiercely grasped his hand.
"Big brother..." A voice so weak that it made him hold his breath cut through the room.
The devil’s wings that he had opened suddenly withdrew. He looked up at Di Xiaxia, his eyes fixed on her.
"Don’t do this..." Di Xiaxia was shaking her head frantically, her beautiful eyes filled with pleas.
Without any reason, like a natural reflex, he quickly withdrew his hand.
"Xiaxia..." He began to speak, his voice was like sand being ground on a millstone, his eyes as deep as a whirlpool, but he restrained himself in the end.
A kiss was planted on Di Xiaxia’s forehead. He clenched his hand into a fist, retreated in despair, and sat dejectedly on the bed.
Must have looked foolish and laughable at this moment, right?
The fact that as an older brother, he was doing such a thing to his younger sister, disregarding her feelings.
He was lewd, wasn’t he?
Di Xiaxia sat up as well, trembling. Her body curled up into a small ball, clearly emanating panic and fear.
Di Mingzhe turned his gaze to her, thinking about what to say.
Before he could figure it out, Di Xiaxia suddenly spoke, "Big brother, do you like me?"
Her cautious look unsettled him.
Di Mingzhe slightly squinted his dark eyes, his heart started to race.
He was silent for two seconds, then his lips slowly parted. His voice carried a nameless bleakness, and he answered, "I don’t like you."
At that moment, Di Xiaxia’s heart felt as if it had been struck by a hammer. The pain was unbearable.
It was a feeling she had never experienced before.
Apart from the pain, there was humiliation, an unprecedented humiliation.
Di Xiaxia didn’t know what to say. She wanted to slap him hard but couldn’t muster the strength.
Her lips moved slightly, then her eyes fell downward. In a very soft voice, she said, "Oh, I understand."
Once her words were out, Di Xiaxia wanted to escape, to run away like mad. She had to get out of here!
But before she could move, she heard his hoarse voice slowly echo, "I don’t like you, but I love you."
Di Xiaxia was stunned as if she had been struck by lightning, leaving her dumbfounded.
The body she had been trying to hold upright also slowly slumped.
What did her big brother say?
Did he say... he loves her?
She could hardly believe it.
"Di Xiaxia, I love you." Di Mingzhe’s voice echoed again.
Di Xiaxia was surprised to her core, she couldn’t believe what she was hearing as she turned to look at him. His handsome face was still as radiant as ever, deep black eyes, strong eyebrows, a sharp nose, and those crimson lips. Him, flawless and perfect in every sense.
But now, his face was covered with heaviness. He was staring at her intensely. His hot gaze landed on her face, and for the first time, he bluntly said, "Di Xiaxia, I have loved you for twenty years. I keep it to myself because you don’t love me. I don’t want to tell you because I don’t know why you don’t love me.
But listen to me now, Di Xiaxia. Di Mingzhe loves you. He has loved you for twenty years, a total of seven thousand three hundred days, and every single second has been filled with love for you. But I know, you too have loved someone for twenty years, a total of seven thousand three hundred days. Therefore, I am the biggest loser in this game. But, Xiaxia, in the end, I still lost."