Chapter 434 - 435: Distressed and Confused
Damn, she still finds it pretty horrifying!
But, if it really was that, what should she do?
But what if it’s not? Is she just overthinking things?
Maybe her brother just wanted to try out the feeling of a kiss on a whim?
She can’t understand or figure it out, she’s utterly confused, and the posts on the forum are still heating up, accumulating thousands of responses in just a little while.
Most of them are various speculations about Mr. Z. Di Xiaxia read them for a while without finding anything of substance, so she eventually turned off her phone and quietly lay down on the bed.
Actually, since she lost her parents, she’d been very lonely. It was Fang Hao and Di Yan who gave her a warm home, a life without worry, three fantastic brothers, and a lovely, mischievous sister.
She loves this family very, very much, and she has never thought about losing it.
She likes Di Mingjue, and the reason she teases Di Mingjue is just to feel more alive.
So whether Di Mingjue is with Bo Chengxin or Gu Qibao, she never considered getting in the way, because she can’t bear to lose this family.
But now, with the sudden twist of her oldest brother possibly liking her, she can’t describe what she’s feeling.
Is she repulsed? Not really, she just feels rather surprised.
Maybe she needs some time and space to figure out what she really wants, and whether she is overly dependent on this family.
Thinking about it, her fingers couldn’t help but touch her lips, as if Di Mingzhe’s scent was still lingering and making her restless.
But is this liking someone? She doesn’t understand.
Recalling his appearance and his passionate kiss, Di Xiaxia was once again thrown into disarray.
She’d always thought that Di Mingzhe was like a god who didn’t indulge in earthly desires, always calm and unflappable, effortless. But, she didn’t expect that he can also have this side to him.
Like a brawny wild beast, he can also have unrestrained moments.
She had been too passive and surprised during the kiss, thinking back now, she still doesn’t know how she truly felt about it.
Just that she didn’t dislike it, yes, definitely didn’t dislike it.
She suddenly remembered what a forum member said, that liking someone doesn’t necessarily require a confession, isn’t it just as great to naturally be together?
But, she’s not clear on whether she likes her oldest brother, and she’s even more unclear on what her oldest brother thinks about it.
Her oldest brother said that it was just an experiment and told her not to take it to heart, but she feels like she already has. What should she do?
When someone you thought you wouldn’t really communicate much with suddenly, just so suddenly, intrudes your heart in such a bizarre way.
Whether out of curiosity or something else, this approach is certainly startling.
So startling that it’s impossible to ignore this feeling.
She had always thought her interactions with her oldest brother would be limited to living under the same roof, occasionally encountering each other, saying a casual greeting, and appearing at each other’s weddings, that’s all.
But now...
But my oldest brother is the vice president, with his own sister...
Even if she’s not his biological sister, wouldn’t this still sound really bad?
Her oldest brother doesn’t seem like someone who would act recklessly. Therefore Di Xiaxia really can’t figure out what he’s thinking.
The more unsure she is, the more she has to think about it, so much so that late into the night, her entire brain is filled with Di Mingzhe.
Uh-oh, she must have been poisoned by her oldest brother!
Di Xiaxia tossed and turned until the middle of the night, while Di Mingzhe was also awake all night, working in his room.