Chapter 56: More than sex
Rhys
Perfection. That was what Kayden felt like as I rammed inside him like a wild beast. Sex with a condom was a bit different, but still, with Kayden, I liked it.
A moan tore from him as I entered him with my whole length, echoing through the rink. He was being too loud and even though he sounded fucking amazing, we had to be careful. Anyone could be lurking around in the shadows.
"Here," I stretched forth my hand towards his mouth. "You can bite on me."
"But would it hurt you?"
I scoffed in between the pants. "No, it’s a pleasure for me as long as it’s you," I told him, then realized what I had just said.
It sounded like a confession that felt far too intimate to me. I shouldn’t care about that, but when I said it, I felt sparks igniting in every part of my body and it felt good.
When I had received the call from my father, I had been annoyed, thinking that sex with Kayden would make everything disappear and I wouldn’t have to think about it anymore.
That was a selfish move on my part, wanting to have sex with Kayden only because I couldn’t solve my daddy issues. But being on the ice with him, kissing him, being inside of him—it changed everything. It didn’t have to do with using him as a distraction, but because I wanted this. I craved his body and maybe his heart.
"Rhys..." Kayden’s words brought me out of my thoughts and I turned my attention back to him. "Are you alright?" he asked. "You suddenly stopped moving."
Yes, I stopped moving when I realized how selfish I was to think about using him as a distraction when he wasn’t. Kayden was so much more. I hadn’t realized it before until I spoke in defense of him to my father.
What was this feeling? This ache made my heart race each time I was close to him.
All my life, I had been told that caring about others was a sign of weakness, but with Kayden, it was different. I wanted to protect him; I wanted him to be close to me. I wanted so much more with him than what we had now.
"Kayden," I whispered his name as I started moving again, panting as I pounded harder inside of him, letting my feelings run wild.
He bit hard on my palm, and I clenched my teeth closing my eyes.
The pain was sharp at first and then it turned to pleasure. I didn’t care that his bites would leave marks on my palm, as long as it was him.
"I want you to ride it," I panted out loud. Without waiting to hear what he would say, I pulled out of him and turned him over. I sat down butt-naked on the cold ice and had him on my lap. "Ride me, Kayden," I whispered.
Kayden whimpered under my touch as he thrust my cock into himself. A sharp gasp escaped his lips and he buried his head on my shoulder.
I grabbed his waist, supporting his movement as he rode me. I felt the wetness of his mouth on my neck followed by a sharp, fast bite that made me wince in pain, then he trailed the kisses up until his lips met with mine.
I removed one hand from his waist and placed it behind his head as I tilted his head and kissed him back.
The smacking sound of our lips echoed on the ice and it sounded as if we were eating off our lips. He then pulled away, placing his hands behind his back as he started riding me faster.
I groaned and gripped his waist tighter, guiding his movement. He moaned loudly, but I slammed a hand over his mouth, reminding him that we needed to stay silent. The only sound after that was the rhythmic, wet sound of our hips hitting.
"Kayden," I groaned, panting loudly as he went feral. He hugged me tightly and rode me like he had been waiting for the moment all his life.
This was it, I thought, as my vision swam with different colors even though it was dark. It had always been different with him. Everything—including the sex—was something else with Kayden.
It made the buried feelings I had long suppressed resurface and I wondered if I was going to regret letting them out.
Could things ever get serious between us? He was my teammate after all, and also the one everyone was already pitting against me as my rival.
"Oh fuck, Rhys," he whispered, his voice sounding hoarse.
Even his voice did things to me. It made me go crazy and I wanted more—wanted to have all of him to myself.
Ever since that night during my rut, it had always been him. I had not found any Omega that interested me like Kayden does. The difference was that Kayden was an Alpha, and yet I wanted something more than sex with him.
Could I? Do I deserve to have someone close to my heart? Will Kayden want to have anything to do with me?
All the doubts filled my head and it made me rethink my decisions. I couldn’t pursue anything further with him because it would ruin us.
The last thing I wanted was to drag Kayden into my messy world.
"Kayden," I placed my head on his chest, grunting as I realized I was close.
I gripped his waist tightly, raising his hips and then placing him back down until I was fully inside of him again.
His hole clenched tightly around my cock, making me moan—not loud, but enough for him to hear me.
I felt the heat rush through my body and I gritted my teeth. My body vibrated and my vision went dark as I felt the first stretch.
I began to expand inside of Kayden. It was a heavy, aching pressure that I couldn’t stop even if I wanted to.
I groaned against his neck, my fingers digging into his hips because the feeling was so intense I felt like I was going to snap.
The lock happened fast and I felt my heart thudding right where we were joined. I was stuck inside of him now, completely anchored, and every time my heart beat I could feel myself pulse deep inside of Kayden.
I couldn’t move even if I tried, and the heat just kept building and building until I couldn’t think of anything else but him.
"Rhys," Kayden cried out.
I couldn’t answer him as my jaw was locked and I was focused on the way he felt around me, so full and stretched.
Kayden lowered his head on my shoulder, groaning. Even though the condom was blocking me from locking deep inside, the size of it was stretching him wide at the opening, creating an intense, focused friction every time I pulsed.
He let out a broken sob, his fingers digging into my shoulders as his own heat finally reached the breaking point.
"Rhys, please—" he gasped, his hips stuttering in a weak, desperate attempt to get closer to the pressure. I didn’t let him move, keeping my weight heavy on him as my knot thrummed against his entrance.
The constant, heavy throb of the expansion was too much for him to handle. He let out one final moan and I felt his body vibrate against mine as his climax hit him, his muscles spasming around me.
He cried out my name, his voice cracking, as he finally came, his release splashing against our joined stomachs while my knot continued to pulse and strain against the latex.
When Kayden climaxed, the feeling of his muscles spasming against the knot was the final trigger for me. I couldn’t hold anything back anymore.
Even with the condom between us, stretching to its limit, the sensation of him coming made my own body completely take over.
"Kayden!" I cried out his name as I felt the last of the expansion snap into place. The knot was at its absolute widest now, ballooning inside the latex and pressing so hard against Kayden’s entrance that it felt like we were fused together by the pressure alone.
I groaned as I felt the heat pulsing out of me in heavy waves that filled the condom.
I slumped forward, my chest heaving against his, while the knot continued to throb and twitch with a life of its own. We both panted in each other’s arms for a moment until I felt Kayden press his lips against mine. I slowly kissed him back briefly and then hugged him tightly as my life depended on it.
"You were amazing," he muttered into my neck.
"You too," I responded.
Then came back the racing of my heart, reminding me of my feelings, and I realized that I really liked Kayden.