Chapter 294 - 295 Believe (4)
Under Lou Xi’s pleading, Qin Mobai didn’t really take her to the balcony for a passionate encounter.
They stayed in the room, on the most primitive bed, using the simplest motions, repeating over and over again.
They delighted in it endlessly, melting into each other’s bodies.
Qin Mobai felt Lou Xi’s passion, her eagerness and impatience to possess him, wanting to use this method to prove that he was still by her side.
To soothe Lou Xi’s uncertainty, Qin Mobai could only enter her again and again, kissing her aching temples to ease her anxious thoughts.
Only this way did Lou Xi seem not to overthink, could she feel completely secure.
On the last occasion, when Lou Xi sensed Qin Mobai was about to come, she kissed his Adam’s apple and softly said, "Xiao Bai, inside, it’s okay..."
Qin Mobai certainly understood which ’it’s okay’ Lou Xi meant about being inside.
The last condom in the drawer had been used up, yet his desire hadn’t subsided, and Lou Xi said it was okay, that one time wouldn’t lead to pregnancy.
Qin Mobai could always control his release timing, thinking he’d withdraw at the end, but after hearing Lou Xi’s words, he couldn’t hold back and spilled out entirely.
It was an indescribably brilliant moment, as they held each other tightly, as if nothing short of the world’s end could separate them.
Qin Mobai’s breathing fell into Lou Xi’s ears; he recovered slowly due to his good stamina.
Soon, Qin Mobai withdrew from Lou Xi’s body and carried her to take a shower.
Compared to Lou Xi’s nonchalance, Qin Mobai seemed far more cautious, cleaning her thoroughly inside and out.
"Hmph... Xiao Bai, stop..." Lou Xi protested Qin Mobai’s hands, thinking he wanted to go again in the bathroom.
However, Qin Mobai simply held her shoulders to keep her still.
"Be good, we have to get clean. You can’t get pregnant now." Qin Mobai regretted not holding back earlier.
Lou Xi opened her eyes, looking at Qin Mobai with bewildered eyes. Did this mean he didn’t want a child?
Seeing the panic in her eyes, he knew she misunderstood his words earlier.
"Lou Xi, you’re only a junior now, you haven’t graduated yet. Some things we can do after you graduate, there’s still time." Qin Mobai softly kissed Lou Xi’s lips, "Also, don’t use this way to try to keep me. I’m with you just because I want to be with you. I won’t love you more because of a child, nor will I stop loving you just because you don’t have one. A child is merely an accessory, unrelated to the fact that I love you."
Qin Mobai guessed Lou Xi wanted to use a child to keep him; he didn’t know why he gave Lou Xi such an uncertain feeling.
But he couldn’t agree with Lou Xi on this matter, even though he wanted a child too.
But certainly not now, not while Lou Xi is still a student.
Lou Xi bowed her head, sobbing quietly.
Because she was scared, she didn’t know how to keep Qin Mobai with her.
Facing a woman like Shen Ruozhuo, she felt the reason she could still keep Qin Mobai now was because he liked her.
But she needed to do something to make Qin Mobai not just like her, but also to never leave her for a lifetime. Only then would she be at ease.